they say what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger
and i guess i’m getting stronger every day. but i’m so tired of crying every day, and holding back tears just to smile and go on with my every day life. and they say that everyone deserves a second chance, and sure i messed up but i was tricked, that should count for something…right? they say love is worth the pain, and i’ve never told anyone that i fell for you, i even try to convince myself otherwise sometimes. it’s time to face the facts though, i love you. you’re my first love, and now my first heart break. i don’t know how something so common can be so painful. every song reminds me of you somehow, i think of you every hour of every day. i pray every night that things will go back to how they were, and get even better and i don’t know that i’m stable enough to deal without you. it’s funny what “they” say i guess..because none of it seems to matter.
